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Friday, October 31, 2008
Thursday, October 30, 2008
october 30th. boo!! IT'S YOUR LOVE, IT JUST DOES SOMETHING TO ME! IT SENDS A SHOCK RIGHT THROUGH ME!
soo i went to a dance last night and today. party party! i love dancing you should have seen me :D but guys are gross this one guy at my dance today was all up behind me and trying to get all on me and i was like what are you doing?! and he's like COME ON LAP DANCE LAP DANCE! and then my best friend ashley started hitting him and saying "you better back off!" it was funny. :D i love my friends. KENLA x5 rofl. translation: kylea, emily, nallely, lexi, ashley. nallely is such a good dancer she was all over the dancefloor at the dance today. they were both halloween dances by the way. rofl joey and justin and khaalid are FREAKS. okay so like after school i was walking around the hallway with nallely and i see them come out of the guys bathroom and all their hair was either blue or red! it was hecka funny. and justin and joey were like lexi we're gonna start a mosh pit! and i was like ya i know you've been talking about it all day but you're not really going to. and justin was like yes we are!!! and then they actually did!! it was soooo funny. they were all moshing in the middle of the dance and tons of people joined in but i just laughed and watched.
today was fun, I WAS ON THE NEWS!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! because our school had this huge mock election (which kylea and ashley played in the band for wooo. and lizzie was sarah palin in the skit! she looked so cute and pretty), and the news station came. it was cool cause everyone was holding signs that I personally made myself :D and some of the posters i colored were on the walls. it was rad. but it was kinda boring. the only part i liked was the skit. i voted for john mccain. the past week we've been learning soo much about the candidates and i LOVE politics. i find it sooo fascinating. but seriously to me, okay i know i'm not an adult and i don't know that much BUT, in my opinion, obama 1) does not have that much experience and 2) he will probably be the start of a great depression lol. i hope i don't get shot or anything for writing this, just for the record! I DO LIKE BOTH CANDIDATES. they both seem very nice :D but anyway like i was saying, he's gonna fine you if you don't buy your kids healthcare! i mean what if you're broke, he'll make you even more broke! like the lower class people think he'll be helping them with the whole taxes thing, but think about it, they might still be lowerclass and they won't be able to afford healthcare for their kids so they're gonna have to PAY for that and what if they can't pay! then great that sucks lol. but i dunno. just thought i'd put that out there >_< oh also! kylea did a speech for john mccain! i was so proud of her she did such a good job.
last night at the dance i REALLY wanted to dance with brandon but he disappeared every time there was a slow song so i couldn't! i was so disappointed cause i was looking forward to that the whole day. =/
my parents went to cancun, mexico for a week. my mom dyed her hair blonde. they're back now they got me some sexy jewellery and clothes. i'm glad they're back though i really missed them. but i'm sad my grandma left i miss her. but i'm sad she took gracie home! i love gracie! gracie's my dog too!!! :( and poor brylie doesn't have a friend anymore.
i'm really into country music lately. like all i listen to is country music because it feels like everything else gives me a headache. and country brings me back to my roots <3 my country, western-ish roots. haha. like the rest of my family. but yeah i love it. a lot. with a passion.
me and zack's new song is: gotta be somebody. by nickelback. ITS PERFECT! i love it so much and every time i hear it i get this dumb smile that i can't stop and i get butterflies and everything and just start thinking about him for hours on end. haha. i love zack. <33 forever and for always!
i don't know what else is new. my toenails and nails are painted sparkly red. but they're starting to chip off a little bit. so i'll have to re-do them. i'm going to disneyland november 16th till the 21st. :D i'm SO excited. i'm all pumped for it.
yeah my friend emily couldn't talk today because she's sick and when we were taking a test in english i was kinda mad cause emily's not in that class with me but my english teacher used her as an example of the word "dysphonia" during our spelling portion of the test. yeah. look it up.
okay laterplayers (:
today was fun, I WAS ON THE NEWS!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! because our school had this huge mock election (which kylea and ashley played in the band for wooo. and lizzie was sarah palin in the skit! she looked so cute and pretty), and the news station came. it was cool cause everyone was holding signs that I personally made myself :D and some of the posters i colored were on the walls. it was rad. but it was kinda boring. the only part i liked was the skit. i voted for john mccain. the past week we've been learning soo much about the candidates and i LOVE politics. i find it sooo fascinating. but seriously to me, okay i know i'm not an adult and i don't know that much BUT, in my opinion, obama 1) does not have that much experience and 2) he will probably be the start of a great depression lol. i hope i don't get shot or anything for writing this, just for the record! I DO LIKE BOTH CANDIDATES. they both seem very nice :D but anyway like i was saying, he's gonna fine you if you don't buy your kids healthcare! i mean what if you're broke, he'll make you even more broke! like the lower class people think he'll be helping them with the whole taxes thing, but think about it, they might still be lowerclass and they won't be able to afford healthcare for their kids so they're gonna have to PAY for that and what if they can't pay! then great that sucks lol. but i dunno. just thought i'd put that out there >_< oh also! kylea did a speech for john mccain! i was so proud of her she did such a good job.
last night at the dance i REALLY wanted to dance with brandon but he disappeared every time there was a slow song so i couldn't! i was so disappointed cause i was looking forward to that the whole day. =/
my parents went to cancun, mexico for a week. my mom dyed her hair blonde. they're back now they got me some sexy jewellery and clothes. i'm glad they're back though i really missed them. but i'm sad my grandma left i miss her. but i'm sad she took gracie home! i love gracie! gracie's my dog too!!! :( and poor brylie doesn't have a friend anymore.
i'm really into country music lately. like all i listen to is country music because it feels like everything else gives me a headache. and country brings me back to my roots <3 my country, western-ish roots. haha. like the rest of my family. but yeah i love it. a lot. with a passion.
me and zack's new song is: gotta be somebody. by nickelback. ITS PERFECT! i love it so much and every time i hear it i get this dumb smile that i can't stop and i get butterflies and everything and just start thinking about him for hours on end. haha. i love zack. <33 forever and for always!
i don't know what else is new. my toenails and nails are painted sparkly red. but they're starting to chip off a little bit. so i'll have to re-do them. i'm going to disneyland november 16th till the 21st. :D i'm SO excited. i'm all pumped for it.
yeah my friend emily couldn't talk today because she's sick and when we were taking a test in english i was kinda mad cause emily's not in that class with me but my english teacher used her as an example of the word "dysphonia" during our spelling portion of the test. yeah. look it up.
okay laterplayers (:
Friday, October 10, 2008
iluhvyoohbabah:]
today was pretty fun. i was in a good mood since it was friday lol.
but there was a couple things that bothered me! and these are them:
1. my friend arielle, she's cool and everything but i can not stand working with her as an aid in homeroom. i'm a student aid twice, and she helps in homeroom since she's my student aid teacher's fiance's student aid lol. anyway. so we were coloring posters for the school election, and i had two markers out: red and blue. and she could have got up and walked over to the huge box of markers and gotten her own, but instead she started to use MINE. and it bothered me a little bit so i got up and got two more markers of the same colors: red and blue. she was still coloring with MY first set of markers, so i was coloring with my new set of markers. when i set the red down she GRABBED MY RED, when she had her OWN red!!! i was so pissed off!!! ugh.
2. kenneth was sick and he sits right next to me and i hecka do NOT wanna get sick because when i get sick i stay sick for a longg time. and he was coughing and sneezing up a storm all the freak over me. so finally i just yelled "UGH. DUDE. KENNETH. I DO NOT WANT YOUR GERMS. I DON'T WANNA GET SICK. STOP COUGHING ALL OVER ME, TURN THE OTHER WAY IF YOU NEED TO COUGH AND COVER YOUR MOUTH SICKO! I WILL PERSONALLY KILL YOU IF I GET SICK!" i know. mean. but i was annoyed!
3. we had a substitude in english and like, loved the sub, but mrs.day made us write this full paper full of things like: 1. i will not disrespect the substitute and i will do everything he/she tells me to. 2. i will not back talk the substitute. 3. i will do all work assigned to me and turn it in at the end of class period.
and like, there was thirteen of those paragraph long things. and i didn't get why the crap we had to do that. it hurt my wrist bad. all because our teacher was absent. why do WE have to get PUNISHED for when the TEACHER is absent!?! it doesn't make any sense to me.
okay well i am going to type my geography notes over because i want them to look nice so later.
but there was a couple things that bothered me! and these are them:
1. my friend arielle, she's cool and everything but i can not stand working with her as an aid in homeroom. i'm a student aid twice, and she helps in homeroom since she's my student aid teacher's fiance's student aid lol. anyway. so we were coloring posters for the school election, and i had two markers out: red and blue. and she could have got up and walked over to the huge box of markers and gotten her own, but instead she started to use MINE. and it bothered me a little bit so i got up and got two more markers of the same colors: red and blue. she was still coloring with MY first set of markers, so i was coloring with my new set of markers. when i set the red down she GRABBED MY RED, when she had her OWN red!!! i was so pissed off!!! ugh.
2. kenneth was sick and he sits right next to me and i hecka do NOT wanna get sick because when i get sick i stay sick for a longg time. and he was coughing and sneezing up a storm all the freak over me. so finally i just yelled "UGH. DUDE. KENNETH. I DO NOT WANT YOUR GERMS. I DON'T WANNA GET SICK. STOP COUGHING ALL OVER ME, TURN THE OTHER WAY IF YOU NEED TO COUGH AND COVER YOUR MOUTH SICKO! I WILL PERSONALLY KILL YOU IF I GET SICK!" i know. mean. but i was annoyed!
3. we had a substitude in english and like, loved the sub, but mrs.day made us write this full paper full of things like: 1. i will not disrespect the substitute and i will do everything he/she tells me to. 2. i will not back talk the substitute. 3. i will do all work assigned to me and turn it in at the end of class period.
and like, there was thirteen of those paragraph long things. and i didn't get why the crap we had to do that. it hurt my wrist bad. all because our teacher was absent. why do WE have to get PUNISHED for when the TEACHER is absent!?! it doesn't make any sense to me.
okay well i am going to type my geography notes over because i want them to look nice so later.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
i hate mondays & i was born to tell you i love you ;)
sooo today i got my ID so i know how my picture looks in the yearbook this year and it sucks and i hate it cause my mom sends copies to all our family members and bleh. everyone's gonna think i'm ugly. i hate it.
shelby came over yesterdayy. we didn't do a lot. talked a little, karaoked and watched half of the wedding singer.
i didn't really talk to zack yesterday. or today. well. whatever.
umm i watched cold case just barely it was pretty sad. i always cry during those.
OMG.. I started crying in class today. okay so in english we're giving presentations about ourselves and telling the class about ourselves right? so we have a blind boy named andrew at our school & he's gone to the same school as me since likee.. elementary right? and i was always curious. but in his powerpoint presentation he was explaining how he was blind and stuff and why and what else could have happened to him and i started CRYING. it totally made me tear up and idk. i'm just really emotional about that kind of stuff. actually i'm emotional about everything lol. & i'm very sensitive. but yeah he seems like an awesome person though. he likes the same kind of music as me (: like he loves the beatles. but idk just he didn't start losing his vision till he was like eight so it must suck knowing what you're missing. lol ahh it made me cry. and i felt dumb because nobody else was getting worked up about it except for me.
okay well ttyl.
shelby came over yesterdayy. we didn't do a lot. talked a little, karaoked and watched half of the wedding singer.
i didn't really talk to zack yesterday. or today. well. whatever.
umm i watched cold case just barely it was pretty sad. i always cry during those.
OMG.. I started crying in class today. okay so in english we're giving presentations about ourselves and telling the class about ourselves right? so we have a blind boy named andrew at our school & he's gone to the same school as me since likee.. elementary right? and i was always curious. but in his powerpoint presentation he was explaining how he was blind and stuff and why and what else could have happened to him and i started CRYING. it totally made me tear up and idk. i'm just really emotional about that kind of stuff. actually i'm emotional about everything lol. & i'm very sensitive. but yeah he seems like an awesome person though. he likes the same kind of music as me (: like he loves the beatles. but idk just he didn't start losing his vision till he was like eight so it must suck knowing what you're missing. lol ahh it made me cry. and i felt dumb because nobody else was getting worked up about it except for me.
okay well ttyl.
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Thursday, October 2, 2008
october 2nd, 2008. thursday.
we do not have school tomorrow for reasons i do not know but i don't really care as long as i don't have to go to school. :D
i love october. i love fall. like its so pretty and the weathers so nice and its all.. humble-ish i guess. i love the whole simple, all natural thing sometimes (: i wish our leaves changed color. i totally am craving orange and red leaves falling off of trees. and grass. i wish we had more grass here lol. but its so beautiful in the fall. especially i love in the morning when i'm all alone walking to my bus stop and its dead quiet cause its early in the morning and you can just listen and look at the world. i know i'm weird haha. but i love that. wish there was a little bit better of a view though! i love every season though. there's things about every season that i think are beautiful and i love. the summer, i love like the evenings, when its not dark yet but its getting late and its kind of cool outside. and i love sitting outside and just enjoying it and being by myself with my thoughts (: nobody that really knows me would believe that but i really do. there are certain songs that every time i hear them i remember things that make me happy lol. like for example, this one song everyy time i listen to it i think of zack's family reunion and at the pool LOL.. good times. that was all pretty fun. and i love winter because i love how its cold and you wear jackets and the weather can get kind of gloomy but i love gloomy weather, i think its beautiful. it makes me happy. i love it even more when it rains. there's something about the rain that just like, takes me back to the basics and makes me appreciate things and really think about things. i think about things too much. i wonder weird things like "i wonder who named a car a car. i wonder why they named a daisy a daisy. i wonder why the person who made up the alphabet made it up in that order." lol. and i also love to look at snow, i do not like to get in the snow because its freezing but i like to look at it. sucks we don't get really any here. but when i go to utah in the winter i get to see it. about spring i love how everything likes comes to life. it'll come from being freezing and everything's dead and quiet to everything is bursting with life. we don't get a lot of flowers or anything here, but in other places, its beautiful and just gorgeous. also it kind of rains a lot in the spring which i absolutely ADORE. but yes, spring kind of wakes everybody up from the dull, somber mood they were in during winter. yess that is just.. my thoughts.. lol.
me & zack decided i'm going to watch the snow with him and i'll be like waiting for him by myself in the dark while he makes his hot cocoa and whatever and i'll hide and when he comes to sit by me i'll jump out of some place and scare him! it'll be fun. and funny.
yesterday was two things that were special. my baby, indi's, birthday. i think it was like his fifth (: he's so big. and it was me and zack's three month anniversary. it wasn't really the anniversary i was expecting cause we argued a bit but yeah. its alright. we'll have tons more anniversaries so no worries.
do you ever like, picture yourself in the future?
i do. every day. but it's hard. i mean, everybody knows what the expected life that everyone should supposedly want is. good grades all through school, get a scholarship and go to college, go to church, get a good job, get married, have kids, and grow old and die. that's what everyone is supposed to want. that's how it's supposed to go. but sometimes i wonder if that's what i want. nobody remembers the people that live that life. and i want to leave my mark before i die. i probably won't, because i don't really know how.. you could be wild at school, and everyone would remember you forever when they graduate, you could mess up your grades and speak your mind and people would REMEMBER you. and it wouldn't even matter, because you're gonna die anyway! and everything you learned at school won't matter anymore. nothing is gonna MATTER when you die. but the legacy you left behind IS gonna matter and be remembered. like seriously, think about your great great grandkids. they're gonna be able to say "my great great grandma was shy throughout school. but she got good grades. she never really did anything exciting though." and they're never gonna be able to tell people that their grandma was.. a celebrity, or she invented something or discovered something or saved someone from falling off a cliff or anything like that! they're not gonna have anything to brag about. but the life that their grandma lived is the life society tells you you're supposed to live.
haha see how much i think about things?
well... later. happy october :)
i love october. i love fall. like its so pretty and the weathers so nice and its all.. humble-ish i guess. i love the whole simple, all natural thing sometimes (: i wish our leaves changed color. i totally am craving orange and red leaves falling off of trees. and grass. i wish we had more grass here lol. but its so beautiful in the fall. especially i love in the morning when i'm all alone walking to my bus stop and its dead quiet cause its early in the morning and you can just listen and look at the world. i know i'm weird haha. but i love that. wish there was a little bit better of a view though! i love every season though. there's things about every season that i think are beautiful and i love. the summer, i love like the evenings, when its not dark yet but its getting late and its kind of cool outside. and i love sitting outside and just enjoying it and being by myself with my thoughts (: nobody that really knows me would believe that but i really do. there are certain songs that every time i hear them i remember things that make me happy lol. like for example, this one song everyy time i listen to it i think of zack's family reunion and at the pool LOL.. good times. that was all pretty fun. and i love winter because i love how its cold and you wear jackets and the weather can get kind of gloomy but i love gloomy weather, i think its beautiful. it makes me happy. i love it even more when it rains. there's something about the rain that just like, takes me back to the basics and makes me appreciate things and really think about things. i think about things too much. i wonder weird things like "i wonder who named a car a car. i wonder why they named a daisy a daisy. i wonder why the person who made up the alphabet made it up in that order." lol. and i also love to look at snow, i do not like to get in the snow because its freezing but i like to look at it. sucks we don't get really any here. but when i go to utah in the winter i get to see it. about spring i love how everything likes comes to life. it'll come from being freezing and everything's dead and quiet to everything is bursting with life. we don't get a lot of flowers or anything here, but in other places, its beautiful and just gorgeous. also it kind of rains a lot in the spring which i absolutely ADORE. but yes, spring kind of wakes everybody up from the dull, somber mood they were in during winter. yess that is just.. my thoughts.. lol.
me & zack decided i'm going to watch the snow with him and i'll be like waiting for him by myself in the dark while he makes his hot cocoa and whatever and i'll hide and when he comes to sit by me i'll jump out of some place and scare him! it'll be fun. and funny.
yesterday was two things that were special. my baby, indi's, birthday. i think it was like his fifth (: he's so big. and it was me and zack's three month anniversary. it wasn't really the anniversary i was expecting cause we argued a bit but yeah. its alright. we'll have tons more anniversaries so no worries.
do you ever like, picture yourself in the future?
i do. every day. but it's hard. i mean, everybody knows what the expected life that everyone should supposedly want is. good grades all through school, get a scholarship and go to college, go to church, get a good job, get married, have kids, and grow old and die. that's what everyone is supposed to want. that's how it's supposed to go. but sometimes i wonder if that's what i want. nobody remembers the people that live that life. and i want to leave my mark before i die. i probably won't, because i don't really know how.. you could be wild at school, and everyone would remember you forever when they graduate, you could mess up your grades and speak your mind and people would REMEMBER you. and it wouldn't even matter, because you're gonna die anyway! and everything you learned at school won't matter anymore. nothing is gonna MATTER when you die. but the legacy you left behind IS gonna matter and be remembered. like seriously, think about your great great grandkids. they're gonna be able to say "my great great grandma was shy throughout school. but she got good grades. she never really did anything exciting though." and they're never gonna be able to tell people that their grandma was.. a celebrity, or she invented something or discovered something or saved someone from falling off a cliff or anything like that! they're not gonna have anything to brag about. but the life that their grandma lived is the life society tells you you're supposed to live.
haha see how much i think about things?
well... later. happy october :)
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