good grief guys what a day!
i think my ankle is twisted, not kidding it hurts like heck to walk on. because haha i know i'm an idiot, but i wore ballet flats to p.e. today! okay so like if we ran half the mile in under five minutes, we didn't have to run the other half. so i went for it. and yeah i did it but MY ANKLEEE :(! and its over a freakin 100 degrees outside, i was soo thirsty, i was soo hot, i was out of breath, my chest hurt from trying to breathe so much lol, and i almost fainted. literally. it was bad. i totally just collapsed when i finished. yeah see, i'll never be like a track superstar. sorry.
i'm starting to think i might not go to formal. :(
i want a yearbook urg i still don't have one!
i realized something today. i have a hot body.
JK JK JK
i have always known that. LOL.
its saaad, my dad's friend's wife died last friday. :/ the funeral's on saturday. her name was amy.
soo tomorrow! bride wars at shelby's house & volleyball practice. i'm soo excited!:) it'll be fun. man i am getting a niceee tan. in my opinion. maybe nobody else sees it but I DO!
i can't wait to go school shopping for next year!
haha i call my grandma every single day, i can't wait for her to come to my house. i'm getting the keyboard all sticky ick cause i'm eating an apple. its green. mmm!
do you know what i was thinking about today? i really think there is one person for everyone. because like, yeah you might marry someone else and never know there was another one out there for you but that sucks cause that person will have to be unhappy too with someone they're probably just meant to be friends with. and i think the few really lucky people that find who they're meant to be with are the people that are inspired to do things- like they write really romantic poems, or if they lose their true love, they write these amazing heartbroken songs or poems. and i think teenage love is the truest kind of love. (: i want to marry my teenage love. i seriously do, and i will. and do you know what else is really sad? well if you find the one you're meant to be with and you screw it up, you'll live in regret like for the rest of your life cause you'll never find a love as true as that one was. if you even bother to find another love.
i think my ankle is twisted, not kidding it hurts like heck to walk on. because haha i know i'm an idiot, but i wore ballet flats to p.e. today! okay so like if we ran half the mile in under five minutes, we didn't have to run the other half. so i went for it. and yeah i did it but MY ANKLEEE :(! and its over a freakin 100 degrees outside, i was soo thirsty, i was soo hot, i was out of breath, my chest hurt from trying to breathe so much lol, and i almost fainted. literally. it was bad. i totally just collapsed when i finished. yeah see, i'll never be like a track superstar. sorry.
i'm starting to think i might not go to formal. :(
i want a yearbook urg i still don't have one!
i realized something today. i have a hot body.
JK JK JK
i have always known that. LOL.
its saaad, my dad's friend's wife died last friday. :/ the funeral's on saturday. her name was amy.
soo tomorrow! bride wars at shelby's house & volleyball practice. i'm soo excited!:) it'll be fun. man i am getting a niceee tan. in my opinion. maybe nobody else sees it but I DO!
i can't wait to go school shopping for next year!
haha i call my grandma every single day, i can't wait for her to come to my house. i'm getting the keyboard all sticky ick cause i'm eating an apple. its green. mmm!
do you know what i was thinking about today? i really think there is one person for everyone. because like, yeah you might marry someone else and never know there was another one out there for you but that sucks cause that person will have to be unhappy too with someone they're probably just meant to be friends with. and i think the few really lucky people that find who they're meant to be with are the people that are inspired to do things- like they write really romantic poems, or if they lose their true love, they write these amazing heartbroken songs or poems. and i think teenage love is the truest kind of love. (: i want to marry my teenage love. i seriously do, and i will. and do you know what else is really sad? well if you find the one you're meant to be with and you screw it up, you'll live in regret like for the rest of your life cause you'll never find a love as true as that one was. if you even bother to find another love.
wait pause my romantic thinking for a sec- i just gave my dog brylie the rest of my apple- that's not gonna kill her or anything will it? craaaap!
okay so anyway- i have thought for a longgg time about this and this is what i think love is made of: trust, friendship, affection, admiration, & chances. i could totally and completely be wrong, but thats what i think. i will explain it :) trust because like, okay if you're gonna go somewhere or hang out with someone, they need to TRUST that you love them and wouldn't ever do anything to hurt them, and vice versa. that one's pretty hard for me sometimes but i know now i can do it. friendship because, okay in my personal opinion the person you spend the rest of your life with should be your best friend on the earth. like seriously your BEST friend. they'd never judge you, betray you, hurt you without making it better, they can make you laugh, you can tell them all your secrets, and they're the person you want to spend all your time with. like zack. haha.. but okay and affection, how can you love someone if you never even give them a special look, or a kiss, or anything like that. hello what are man and woman supposed to do! LOL. no but if you never even touch them, how will they know you love them? oh and its not just physical stuff. i like affectionate words soo much maybe even more than actions. like being called beautiful. or constantly reminding that person you love them. admiration, i think the person you're in love with you should admire them like more than anyone else. like all their traits and their personality. like you could admire their patience, their good sportsmanship. that kinda thing you know? and they should admire you for your good traits, too. and lastly, chances. okay, nobody's perfect. heck yea every single relationship is gonna have tons of fights, unless like you are like enslaving your lover haha. tons of fights and arguements will happen cause like no two people are exactly the same. if you really love them, and i mean REALLY love them, you'll forgive them every single time and work with them to make it better. if you don't really love them, you'll quit and give up on them. but when you find the one person you're meant to be with, you BETTER work everything out and never give up because if you let that person go, it might take years to realize it, but there is nobody else out there like them. and you'll never love anyone as deep as you loved them. also, with the whole first love thing- yeah you're never gonna get over them. and in my opinion, you shouldn't ever have to. :) because if we lived back when like the bible took place haha, we'd all be hitched already! anyway... thats just what i was thinking about today!
you guys wanna see another picture of me and my baby! 
we're in love <3>
hmm i had something else to say but i forgot what it was. don't you hate that? oh well i'll add it later if i remember. :)
oh oh oh and do you know whats DELICIOUS AND NUTRITIOUS! subract the nutritious hahaha! banana smeared on my popcorn oh my gosh MMM! hahaha i have freaky tastebuds.
see you!
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