monday, sept. 1st 08

okayy soo! today i don't feel very good. i have a headache and everything is too loud and im tired and my throat hurts. i'm whining a lot lol.
i haven't seen my friends for awhile, maybe i'll go to the activity on tuesday or something to see them.
soo far being the oldest at school is alright, i don't really notice, but i HATE how we have to have our backpacks in our lockers cause i can't open my locker and im always late to everything! its so stressful! and plus i don't understand anything in math. :/ but i'm in honors algebra. so i hate school lol.
i was thinking about my birthday and christmas and stuff and i've got my heart set on having like a dance party type thing for my birthday party. i think that would be soo rad. i already made some playlists and a guest list and everything xP i just gotta talk my parents into letting me haha. but it would be awesome and fun. and everyone would totally wanna be invited (: haha
and for christmas, i can't decide what i want lol. i guess its a little early to be worrying about that but yeah. idk. and its stressing me out!
i love this song. "secret crowds" - angels & airwaves. i heard it in american eagle the other day and ahh totally fell in love.
i think this is what we're supposed to be doing with blogs right? writing about our life? lol idk i just am doing this cause amanda and charity do it. speaking of which, i need to find their blogs so i can read them
i just watched across the universe for the first time. <3 AMAZINGGG. my current favorite movie. i love how they sang all the beatles songs, they did really good i want the soundtrack. and it was really different, and it made me a little dizzy on some parts lol cause it was so colorful and stuff. but it was reallyy good. my favorite song on there was "Across the universe" hah. go figure. but it was good.

so i am on my IM's right noww.. and nobody's online.. and i'm really lonelyyyy..

oh i ride the bus this year. it sucks lol. i'm always worried about being late. and when i have to walk home in the afternoons its SOO hot i think i'm gonna DIE.
also i'm frustrated because i want a new cellphone haha but i don't think i can till the contract thing is up. i have a chocolate as most of you knoww, but its all scratched up and bleh >_<
okay well. ttyl. i want to read amanda & charity's blogs. if i can find them. see yaaa.