pictures from iceblocking night <3

the kids i loveee.

i decided to make a list of all my friends so here we go! :D
ashley
kylea
kylee
nallely
emily
justin
carolyne
desiree
shelby
amanda
charity
gerri
regine
joey
tyler
tishara
gabby
jasmine
leslie
khaalid
lizzie
chris
derek
simone
ashley x.
darryl
sidney
hannah
jobie
vanessa
katie
garrett
&& zack(my best friend <3)

cousin friendss:
nicole
morgan
makendie
lainee
katara
jessica

i'll add more as i remember them. i'm kinda brain dead atm.

pictures :D gracias amanda

happy saturday :)

hello everyone reading this!
soo just a quick update. last night was WILD! it was sooo much fun and i LOVE the pictures we took! they're so sexy haha. but that was quite a party lol
dirty dancing is the best movie ever! besides twilight! it was so HOT when he was like "nobody puts baby in a corner" MMMMM <3333 i loved it
i'm getting the whole twilight soundtrack right now. i love it. i love twilight <3 the songs are amazing. i'm a twilight-ish mood today like i sent TONS of twilight pictures onto my phone and stuff. i want to see it again lol.
i'm so excited for christmas we got our christmas tree out earlier this week and decorated our house and stuff. christmas time is fun :) i'm excited to see my family in utah sometime this month i think. AND I MIGHT GET TO SEE MY BEST FRIEND DESIREE! YAYYYY i miss her soooo much :(
lol one of my favorite parts of last night was when we were like "okay class, somebody tell me a shape." "SEXAGON!! oops sorry i was day dreaming." HAHAHA. i might do that one of these times. maybe.
zack has been busy with wrestling and it kinda sucks but i mean its what he loves and what he's got to do so i'm supportive!
i'm soo happy its the weekend. this week was tiring. i slept as much as possible.
this song is awesome, its the song on twilight thats like playing while they're playing baseball. LOVE it <3
okay ttyl. peace.

my love is just waiting to turn your tears to roses <3

okay so i figured its about time i wrote something.
i just got back from disneyland like on saturday. i had fun with my family :) actually its crazy how much drama my family has. one moment i'll be mad at them the next i'll love them. its annoying. i wanna just go with some friends to disneyland one year. i realized my favorite rides were the slow ones like carousels, snow white, & pinocchio. i liked those. they should make a pocohontas ride cause she's cool. oh and i went on the new toy story ride it was so much fun!! i kicked butt at it i was way good
man i have cramps way way way bad it feels like i'm going to die. i'm kinda moody right now its weird i can't help it.
LOL i started sex ed today in health class! omg i couldn't stop laughing because it was so awkward. but then it made me uncomfortable and nervous and embarassed too. its interesting though. so yeah i dunno what i think of it yet.
aww kingdom of hearts is so romantic. i love romantic things. <33
I SAW TWILIGHT! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I LOVED ITTT!!! it was really funny and emmett was MMMM and so was jacob deliciouss. and it was so cute and sweet and romantic. well. my new favorite movie. <3 except i didn't like how edward talked. and how bella talked. both their voices were kinda ruining it for me. but ya. and also i didn't picture any of the people liked that in my imagination and that also bothered me. but yeah its just a movie. movie's are never as good as the books. i want to see australia with nicole kidman and hugh grant <3 me and shelby wanna see it really bad it looks good.
we met these australian people at disneyland and i LOVED how they talked. the mom kept saying "oh how fabulous!" at everything but it was so cute lol. yeah i loved how they talked.
okay i missed so much at school when i was gone! i'm sad i found out my friend got shingles or whatever. its like when you don't have the chicken pox something bad happens or whatever. and my other friend had been hanging out with her and hasn't had chicken pox so she might get it and i'm hanging out with her and i haven't had chicken pox so i'm scared i'll get it too! but i doubt it. but my friend that has it had to go to the emergency room! scary. also khaalid shaved all his curly hair off. now he's bald. ick ick ick he's so ugly.
OWWWW i'm gonna cry my stomach hurts. :(
i think my mom is getting the christmas stuff out cause all the boxes of it are laying out.
oh it's almost me and zack's five month anniversary! that's like officially the longest relationship i've ever been in. he's so sweet.
well that's about ittt. i'm leaving wednesday for utah for thanksgiving..
yeah so. later guys! :)

me on halloween. :D

yeahh i was a prom queen, but i decided i'm much more like a football player than a prom queen ;)

happy halloween!!

i made a website.
http://www.freewebs.com/hollisterlexi/
look at it :] its cool

october 30th. boo!! IT'S YOUR LOVE, IT JUST DOES SOMETHING TO ME! IT SENDS A SHOCK RIGHT THROUGH ME!

soo i went to a dance last night and today. party party! i love dancing you should have seen me :D but guys are gross this one guy at my dance today was all up behind me and trying to get all on me and i was like what are you doing?! and he's like COME ON LAP DANCE LAP DANCE! and then my best friend ashley started hitting him and saying "you better back off!" it was funny. :D i love my friends. KENLA x5 rofl. translation: kylea, emily, nallely, lexi, ashley. nallely is such a good dancer she was all over the dancefloor at the dance today. they were both halloween dances by the way. rofl joey and justin and khaalid are FREAKS. okay so like after school i was walking around the hallway with nallely and i see them come out of the guys bathroom and all their hair was either blue or red! it was hecka funny. and justin and joey were like lexi we're gonna start a mosh pit! and i was like ya i know you've been talking about it all day but you're not really going to. and justin was like yes we are!!! and then they actually did!! it was soooo funny. they were all moshing in the middle of the dance and tons of people joined in but i just laughed and watched.
today was fun, I WAS ON THE NEWS!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! because our school had this huge mock election (which kylea and ashley played in the band for wooo. and lizzie was sarah palin in the skit! she looked so cute and pretty), and the news station came. it was cool cause everyone was holding signs that I personally made myself :D and some of the posters i colored were on the walls. it was rad. but it was kinda boring. the only part i liked was the skit. i voted for john mccain. the past week we've been learning soo much about the candidates and i LOVE politics. i find it sooo fascinating. but seriously to me, okay i know i'm not an adult and i don't know that much BUT, in my opinion, obama 1) does not have that much experience and 2) he will probably be the start of a great depression lol. i hope i don't get shot or anything for writing this, just for the record! I DO LIKE BOTH CANDIDATES. they both seem very nice :D but anyway like i was saying, he's gonna fine you if you don't buy your kids healthcare! i mean what if you're broke, he'll make you even more broke! like the lower class people think he'll be helping them with the whole taxes thing, but think about it, they might still be lowerclass and they won't be able to afford healthcare for their kids so they're gonna have to PAY for that and what if they can't pay! then great that sucks lol. but i dunno. just thought i'd put that out there >_< oh also! kylea did a speech for john mccain! i was so proud of her she did such a good job.
last night at the dance i REALLY wanted to dance with brandon but he disappeared every time there was a slow song so i couldn't! i was so disappointed cause i was looking forward to that the whole day. =/
my parents went to cancun, mexico for a week. my mom dyed her hair blonde. they're back now they got me some sexy jewellery and clothes. i'm glad they're back though i really missed them. but i'm sad my grandma left i miss her. but i'm sad she took gracie home! i love gracie! gracie's my dog too!!! :( and poor brylie doesn't have a friend anymore.
i'm really into country music lately. like all i listen to is country music because it feels like everything else gives me a headache. and country brings me back to my roots <3 my country, western-ish roots. haha. like the rest of my family. but yeah i love it. a lot. with a passion.
me and zack's new song is: gotta be somebody. by nickelback. ITS PERFECT! i love it so much and every time i hear it i get this dumb smile that i can't stop and i get butterflies and everything and just start thinking about him for hours on end. haha. i love zack. <33 forever and for always!
i don't know what else is new. my toenails and nails are painted sparkly red. but they're starting to chip off a little bit. so i'll have to re-do them. i'm going to disneyland november 16th till the 21st. :D i'm SO excited. i'm all pumped for it.
yeah my friend emily couldn't talk today because she's sick and when we were taking a test in english i was kinda mad cause emily's not in that class with me but my english teacher used her as an example of the word "dysphonia" during our spelling portion of the test. yeah. look it up.
okay laterplayers (:

iluhvyoohbabah:]

today was pretty fun. i was in a good mood since it was friday lol.
but there was a couple things that bothered me! and these are them:
1. my friend arielle, she's cool and everything but i can not stand working with her as an aid in homeroom. i'm a student aid twice, and she helps in homeroom since she's my student aid teacher's fiance's student aid lol. anyway. so we were coloring posters for the school election, and i had two markers out: red and blue. and she could have got up and walked over to the huge box of markers and gotten her own, but instead she started to use MINE. and it bothered me a little bit so i got up and got two more markers of the same colors: red and blue. she was still coloring with MY first set of markers, so i was coloring with my new set of markers. when i set the red down she GRABBED MY RED, when she had her OWN red!!! i was so pissed off!!! ugh.
2. kenneth was sick and he sits right next to me and i hecka do NOT wanna get sick because when i get sick i stay sick for a longg time. and he was coughing and sneezing up a storm all the freak over me. so finally i just yelled "UGH. DUDE. KENNETH. I DO NOT WANT YOUR GERMS. I DON'T WANNA GET SICK. STOP COUGHING ALL OVER ME, TURN THE OTHER WAY IF YOU NEED TO COUGH AND COVER YOUR MOUTH SICKO! I WILL PERSONALLY KILL YOU IF I GET SICK!" i know. mean. but i was annoyed!
3. we had a substitude in english and like, loved the sub, but mrs.day made us write this full paper full of things like: 1. i will not disrespect the substitute and i will do everything he/she tells me to. 2. i will not back talk the substitute. 3. i will do all work assigned to me and turn it in at the end of class period.
and like, there was thirteen of those paragraph long things. and i didn't get why the crap we had to do that. it hurt my wrist bad. all because our teacher was absent. why do WE have to get PUNISHED for when the TEACHER is absent!?! it doesn't make any sense to me.
okay well i am going to type my geography notes over because i want them to look nice so later.

i hate mondays & i was born to tell you i love you ;)

sooo today i got my ID so i know how my picture looks in the yearbook this year and it sucks and i hate it cause my mom sends copies to all our family members and bleh. everyone's gonna think i'm ugly. i hate it.
shelby came over yesterdayy. we didn't do a lot. talked a little, karaoked and watched half of the wedding singer.
i didn't really talk to zack yesterday. or today. well. whatever.
umm i watched cold case just barely it was pretty sad. i always cry during those.
OMG.. I started crying in class today. okay so in english we're giving presentations about ourselves and telling the class about ourselves right? so we have a blind boy named andrew at our school & he's gone to the same school as me since likee.. elementary right? and i was always curious. but in his powerpoint presentation he was explaining how he was blind and stuff and why and what else could have happened to him and i started CRYING. it totally made me tear up and idk. i'm just really emotional about that kind of stuff. actually i'm emotional about everything lol. & i'm very sensitive. but yeah he seems like an awesome person though. he likes the same kind of music as me (: like he loves the beatles. but idk just he didn't start losing his vision till he was like eight so it must suck knowing what you're missing. lol ahh it made me cry. and i felt dumb because nobody else was getting worked up about it except for me.
okay well ttyl.

twister!

october 2nd, 2008. thursday.

we do not have school tomorrow for reasons i do not know but i don't really care as long as i don't have to go to school. :D
i love october. i love fall. like its so pretty and the weathers so nice and its all.. humble-ish i guess. i love the whole simple, all natural thing sometimes (: i wish our leaves changed color. i totally am craving orange and red leaves falling off of trees. and grass. i wish we had more grass here lol. but its so beautiful in the fall. especially i love in the morning when i'm all alone walking to my bus stop and its dead quiet cause its early in the morning and you can just listen and look at the world. i know i'm weird haha. but i love that. wish there was a little bit better of a view though! i love every season though. there's things about every season that i think are beautiful and i love. the summer, i love like the evenings, when its not dark yet but its getting late and its kind of cool outside. and i love sitting outside and just enjoying it and being by myself with my thoughts (: nobody that really knows me would believe that but i really do. there are certain songs that every time i hear them i remember things that make me happy lol. like for example, this one song everyy time i listen to it i think of zack's family reunion and at the pool LOL.. good times. that was all pretty fun. and i love winter because i love how its cold and you wear jackets and the weather can get kind of gloomy but i love gloomy weather, i think its beautiful. it makes me happy. i love it even more when it rains. there's something about the rain that just like, takes me back to the basics and makes me appreciate things and really think about things. i think about things too much. i wonder weird things like "i wonder who named a car a car. i wonder why they named a daisy a daisy. i wonder why the person who made up the alphabet made it up in that order." lol. and i also love to look at snow, i do not like to get in the snow because its freezing but i like to look at it. sucks we don't get really any here. but when i go to utah in the winter i get to see it. about spring i love how everything likes comes to life. it'll come from being freezing and everything's dead and quiet to everything is bursting with life. we don't get a lot of flowers or anything here, but in other places, its beautiful and just gorgeous. also it kind of rains a lot in the spring which i absolutely ADORE. but yes, spring kind of wakes everybody up from the dull, somber mood they were in during winter. yess that is just.. my thoughts.. lol.
me & zack decided i'm going to watch the snow with him and i'll be like waiting for him by myself in the dark while he makes his hot cocoa and whatever and i'll hide and when he comes to sit by me i'll jump out of some place and scare him! it'll be fun. and funny.
yesterday was two things that were special. my baby, indi's, birthday. i think it was like his fifth (: he's so big. and it was me and zack's three month anniversary. it wasn't really the anniversary i was expecting cause we argued a bit but yeah. its alright. we'll have tons more anniversaries so no worries.
do you ever like, picture yourself in the future?
i do. every day. but it's hard. i mean, everybody knows what the expected life that everyone should supposedly want is. good grades all through school, get a scholarship and go to college, go to church, get a good job, get married, have kids, and grow old and die. that's what everyone is supposed to want. that's how it's supposed to go. but sometimes i wonder if that's what i want. nobody remembers the people that live that life. and i want to leave my mark before i die. i probably won't, because i don't really know how.. you could be wild at school, and everyone would remember you forever when they graduate, you could mess up your grades and speak your mind and people would REMEMBER you. and it wouldn't even matter, because you're gonna die anyway! and everything you learned at school won't matter anymore. nothing is gonna MATTER when you die. but the legacy you left behind IS gonna matter and be remembered. like seriously, think about your great great grandkids. they're gonna be able to say "my great great grandma was shy throughout school. but she got good grades. she never really did anything exciting though." and they're never gonna be able to tell people that their grandma was.. a celebrity, or she invented something or discovered something or saved someone from falling off a cliff or anything like that! they're not gonna have anything to brag about. but the life that their grandma lived is the life society tells you you're supposed to live.
haha see how much i think about things?
well... later. happy october :)

september 30th baby.

nothing much going on. today was picture day. that was pretty sick. me and my friends went in the seventh grade picture line and we totally stood out. it was funny. chris hugged me a bunch. lol this one time he hugged me it was like a half, sideways hug, so he was grabbing my waist and he started pulling me towards his class with him. lol it was funny.
i forgot to say i thumb wrestled with kenneth. cause he walked over by me and dropped his binder and i'm like "what the heck kenneth? are you trying to throw stuff at me now?" and he's like "heck yea i am!" then he pretended to hit me and i was like "OHH YOU WANNA TAKE THIS OUTSIDE?!? YOU WANNA GO?!" and he was like "RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW!" then he grabbed my hand and was like "1 2 3 4 I DECLARE A THUMB WAR!!!" it was sooo funny haha. and me and him were just standing up in the front of the classroom doing that.
right now i am typing my english paper about me... it's pretty hard. i mean i could go on and on for DAYS about myself. JUSTKIDDING. lol.
WOO i love this song! "womanizer" by britney spears :D
what else could i type about? oh i have this retarded looking run/skip/flipmyhair thing i do, and i was teaching it to my friends on the way to lunch and while we were taking our school pictures. lolll it was funny.
next mondayy i might have to stay after school for an ice cream party my homeroom class won =D wooo
my friend kylee ashby is awesome and i love her and i'm happy for her that kyle likes her but... she likes this guy named bobby more than kyle. and she's always telling me about her and kyle and asking for advice and stuff and idk it hurts kinda =/ i mean i hardly ever get rejected and yeah. and he's crazy about her he has her name all over his binder i guess and hugs her and asks her whats wrong. and idk!!! i have to listen to it. and i smile and help her and stuff. i really am happy for her. and i love to help her and i'm glad she tells me about all her love problems lol cause i like to help but justtt.. yeah. (:
byee

SEE THE LIGHTNING IN YOUR EYES! SEE 'EM RUNNING FOR THEIR LIVES!

woooo i'm like so in love with this song right now. it's called "you're gonna go far kid" by the offspring. it's like so bad but catchy. but not like nasty bad, more like.. mean bad. lol.
soo right now i'm trying to decide what i want for christmas :D know what i really want? me and amanda were talking about it last night but i REALLY want the new ipod nano thing in yellow. its sooo rad. i want it bad. but i really want my room re-done. i wantt clothes. i don't know. =/
last night i slept over at shelby's with amanda and charity and that was fun :D we were playing twister and apples to apples at like midnight lol. twister was soo hilarious. we took pictures and once SHELBY SENDS THEM TO ME, i'll post them up on here :D it makes you stretch in way weird ways but i think its a pretty good work out :D lol remember guys "so whats your secret?" "twister :D" hahaha. and apples to apples was kinda pissing me off cause i was kicking butt the first game but i lost. then after that i just sucked. but i love that game! it cracks me up because i put dumb weird things. like when one of the adjectives was "colorful" i put austin powers. haha. i won that one though.
last night me and my friends were spinning around on the street and i fell and like i fell on my leg and my hand i cut my hand and like shelby never got me a band aid! and like now i think its infected cause it still hurts BAD. like worse than it did yesterday.
when i got home i took pictures of my sisters swimminggg.. i would be an awesome photographer. seriously i've just got some natural skill going on. i'm gonna take photography in high school i think :D
my dad is watching football. cowboys vs. redskins. boooo redskins. GO COWBOYS! WOO! OW OWW! YEAHH! idk haha. let me see who is winning.
yes. the cowboys are winning of course. 7-0 right now.
well i don't know what else to right so see you.

take it home cause i can't wait anymore!

today started out crappy then it got good :D
so in first period i was humiliated. and pissed. chris took my binder and took my homework out of it and wouldn't get it back and i tried to get it back but he's stronger and bigger than me so i couldn't! i was so pissed/frustrated! and i had to get a paper at the back of the room cause i didn't pick it up on the way in so like when i got it and was going back to my seat this black guy slid his chair back on purpose and ran into me and i tripped and he's like: DANGGG THAT'S SOME NICE A@$! i was sooo embarassed.
but it got good cause i got the chance to give kyle TWO dirty looks. =) and my classes were pretty cool. chris finally gave me my homework back but he had bent it into a paper plane -.- we had a sub for math and she was rad. not mean. i talked to khaaliddd. gage hates my guts. i made a couple friends. day in the life of lexi

i love you cause your deuces are wildd!

hey ;) WE'VE GOT SPIRIT! YES WE DO! WE'VE GOT SPIRIT! HOW ABOUT YOU! HEY HEY HEY LISTEN UP LISTEN UP xD
girls camp. you had to be there. lol.
soo today was good. i made a couple friends. dude seriously i think i make at least one new friend everywhere. i know like everybody everywhere i go at school. bella is so cute. she like keeps running back and forth from me and the chair and she runs up to me and goes "LEXI! HUG!" so i hug her then she goes "one two go!" and runs back towards the chair. and when she says 'lexi' it comes out kinda like sexy cause she can't pronounce it right lol. my name is hard for little kids. i think its the x that messes them up.
so today is tuesday! lame the week has just started.. but tomorrow it'll be halfway over
i'm so jealous of this girl named brighton for two reasons. one, her outfits are new and extremely cute every single day with a matching purse and two, she's related to elvis. i love love LOVE elvis. "love me tender, love me true.. all my dreams fulfill.. for my darling, i love you, and i always will." isn't that so sweet? i would have dated elvis if he was my age lol. plus he was attractive.
know what i'm craving? angel food cake. does anyone else think it is the most delicious thing in the whole world? i LOVE it! yummmm to the max.
my mom is watching jon and kate plus eight. kate is so controlling lol. but i guess she has to be with eight kids. geez. she had like six kids at once. that would hurt like heck.
byee

who is lexi lynn jones?

holding hands, smiling, laughing, hugging, the color yellow, city lights, shopping, pizza, alternative music, my friends, my family, my boyfriendd, talking on the phone, texting, dancing, parties, hollister, american eagle, aeropostale, animals, environmentalism, shoes, planning parties, the rain, walking slow, dreaming, cheesecake, the beach boys, elvis presley, the beatles, nachos, hockey games, basketball games, looking cute, green eyes, the o.c., one tree hill, boys =], being wild, taking pictures, romantic comedies, && i love love. shots, doctors, dentists, needles, blood, gore, horror movies, break ups, crying, throwing up, being sick, runny noses, when somebody says you like somebody and you don't, posers, liars, when people say the f word every other word, war, hate, animal cruelty, abuse, anorexia, depression, school, work, when i'm sweaty, being frustrated, rap music, && dresscode.chelsie: my ten year old sister, me and her are very close. she's like my best friend and i love her and she's definitely going to be my maid of honor at my wedding =]brookelyn: my eight year old sister. she's very artistic and has her own way of thinking and i love her for it!nakell(kell-bell): my anger management problems six year old sister. she can be sweet and funny but then she can be screaming and beating you up. trust me, i would know. but she's a cutie.my dad: my role model! he works very hard to give my family the life we have and i love him very much. plus i'm a daddy's girl. =]my mom: we don't always get along but i think my mom is very beautiful and i love her a lot. she works her butt off cleaning up after us daily! nicole: one of my first friends, and my cousin. we tell eachother everything, especially about boys! she's one of the funniest people i know.makendie: my little "do the right!" cousin. it's a good thing shes like that though cause one of my cousins have to be. i live closest to her so i'm closer to her than most of my cousinsmorgan: we live far away but we get along really good when we're together. we can relate a lot cause we're a lot alike. except she's probably a lot more outgoing than me. i love her to death though for introducing me to zack =] also she has this sixth sense about my love relationships LOL..all my other cousins: i love them a LOT and they help make me who i am =]all my aunts/uncles: they're the best and i'm lucky to have them. i'd choose them as my aunts and uncles over anyone else!grandparents: some of them i don't get to see that much, but it's awesome and way fun when i do get to! i have lots of grandparents lol. but i love them all soo much and i know they love me a lot, too =)
i am in love with a boy named zackary brent beach. he's one of the best things that has ever happened to me (: i love staying up late talking to him even when i'm exhausted because i just love to hear his voice, i love how we tease eachother, i love how much he makes me laugh, i love how romantic he is, i love when he calls me baby/babe, i love how he's not embarassed to tell anyone that he loves me, and i love how i'm completely myself around him. i met zack when i was staying with my cousin in salina, utah, at a dancee. we didn't really talk much but i thought he was hot, so morgan got me his number. we texted like 24/7 and eventually he asked me out. which he was pretty reluctant to do, he just wanted to be friends at first. but hello, lexi and zack, the most perfect couple ever, how could we have ever just stayed friends? ;) he makes me soo happy. i love how i can be yelling at him and be all pissed at him one second and the next second we'll be arguing about who loves eachother the most. he's perfect for me. the half that makes me whole! he fills the spaces in my fingers perfectly! plus he's the sexiest guy on this whole planet. basically, i'm never giving him up.i am pretty much just your average teenage girl. my full name is alexus lynn jones. people tend to spell my name wrong, they spell it "alexis" but its ALEXUS. i'm thirteen years old, going on fourteen in a few months. two days after christmas. i live in las vegas and i don't like it that much but it has its plus sides. everybody knows where it is lol. i mean if you live in some small town people will be like "so where you from?" and you'd tell them and they'd be like "huh??" but with vegas everyone's like "WOWWW!" not always good wow's though. what people don't get is that yes, it's sin city, but people actually LIVE here with their FAMILIES. it has such a bad rep lol. we don't all go gamble at casinos every day. i am in eighth grade and so far i love being the oldest in school. tons of plus sides, like all the littler kids are too scared of you to back talk you at all. i think i'm a VERY recently changed vegetarian. i never ate any meat besides eggs and chicken in the first place though. so yeah. but i'm trying to be a vegetarian. i am a very, very, VERY picky eater. i hardly eat anything. some people call me skinny, but i'm just normal. just average. i have big hips though lol. i have blue eyes. i'm very into the oldie's. you can't disrespect the classics! when i grow up, i want a monkey. i love my cell phone. i have a swimming pool in my backyard(my backyard is the coolest backyard you'll find in north las vegas). i say things i don't mean. i say i'm sorry too much. i laugh too loud. i smile too often. i have really blonde/dumb moments daily. i'm pretty outgoing. i don't lie. i don't cheat. i'm not perfect, but i'm me and i think that's good enough most of the time.

lucky i'm in love with my best frienddd..

hey guys! :) i'm in a happy, mellow mood. today was a pretty good day at school. we had an assembly. they played good music. i'm loving my new phone, the battery takes a long time to die since its new. it lasts foreverrr. and the phone is just so.. new. and shiny. and cute. and i love it. i have this big long list of songs i absolutely have to have.. idk. i am wearing my rainbow bright pajama pants and my mixed tape&headphones shirt that when i bought it, it donated money to help save animals <3 i loved that fact about it. thats why i had to have the shirt lol.
i REALLY wanna get into the whole saving the earth/animals/environment thing. just deciding where to start haha.
i think i'm gonna go vegetarian.
the only meat i eat is chicken and it doesn't even really count cause its just like popcorn chicken and chicken nuggets haha. so yeah i think i might go vegetarian. how cool will that be to say? "i'm a vegetarian." LOVE IT. and it wouldn't even be a loss for me haha.
i'm going to write about myself. i mean, this ISS my blog. in my next little blog post thing

NEWPHONEBABY!

yuppp! (: i got a new phone. its the same kind and everything but its GAWGEOUS cause like, its scratchless and perfect and new and shiny.
BAD SIDE though: i lost all my numbers, pictures, and texts. so now i have like no contacts when i had like sixty :( :( :( depression.
but at least i have a phone that works! i'm happy about that :)
well hopefully my parents will take me to the store today i wanna buy some stuff.
okay see you

tribute to my "friends". :D

rest in pieces - by saliva.

Look at me, my depth perception must be off again,
Coz' this hurts deeper than I thought it did,
It has not healed with time...
It just shot down my spine.
You look so beautiful tonight,
Remind me how you laid us down,
And gently smiled,
Before you destroyed my life...

Would you find it in your heart,
To make this go away,
And let me rest in pieces?(Let me rest in pieces)
Would you find it in your heart,
To make this go away,
And let me rest in pieces?(Let me rest in pieces)

Look at me,
my depth perception must be off again,
You got much closer than I thought you did,
I'm in your reach,
You held me in your hands...

But could you find it in your heart,
To make this go away,
And let me rest in pieces?(Let me rest in pieces)
Would you find it in your heart,
To make this go away,
And let me rest in pieces?(Let me rest in pieces)

Could you find,
could you find in your heart?
(Could you find, could you let me rest in pieces)
Could you find,
could you find in your heart?
(Could you find, could you let me rest in pieces)

here's to the nights we felt alive.

soo i'm really pissed off right now. like my phone's broken right? and its not my fault i'm clumsy. everyone breaks their first phone. anyway i guess i have to pay for my next phone which is the gayest thing i've ever heard. where do my parents expect me to get money from? like seriously! do they think i have a job? well i don't. and we don't get allowance. oh yea and i like almost never babysit because we never go to church so nobody knows who i am! it sucks. so its pretty much impossible for me to get a new phone. idk what to do cause my phone is like my lifeline, i NEED it. how am i gonna tell people when i'm coming to school or not or ask about the homework or tell sidney when i'm at her house or ask lizzie if she's saving me a seat on the bus. i can't! GAYGAYGAY.
sorry i kinda left my yesterdays post hanging, i was tired and wanted to go upstairs.
i'm going to post some lyrics because i love them.

ends and beginnings.

sooo i'm starting to like get the feeling that the whole casld thing is over. and i mean, its okay. amanda and charity and shelby are all still best friends but likee.. since desiree moved.. yeah. i'm more distant and stuff haha. and like i mean, none of them ever call me or text me or anything @_@.. so yeahh.. i guess that's alright. it was fun while it lasted :D
as for beginnings, me and zack are pretty awesome for just two months, almost three. and my school friends are amazinggg. i'm getting pretty close to all of them.
other than that its just school school school. and zack. and more school.
okay later.

in years when we get older, will you be someone colder?

"don't worry. the flood waters will recede, the famine will end, the sun will shine tomorrow, and i will always be here to take care of you." haha. that's off charlie brown and i love it (: way cute.
lol so lets see what i can say. i woke up pretty early, which is pretty crazy cause me && zack were on the phone till like 11:30, then it was quiet for a minute, then i kept talking and he wouldn't talk back but i can hear him breathing and i'm like omg. he fell asleep on me. LOL. and he did. so i said goodnight and i love him, but he was unconcious so i don't think he really heard :]
so i'm sitting here.. on the computer.. in my hollister tank top & plaid pants & hot pink bra. if you care what i'm wearing lol.
so i've been doing pretty good. i mean, there are a few things that are stressing me out and my legs are soo sore from stretching and things but yea other than that i'm doing pretty good lol. oh and the fact that i got a D+ on my geography test yesterday =/ i mean, that's not even passing! i'm depressed. but i tried.
i'm really getting good at my student aid job. <3>
i love the morning. like, not even kidding. i do love nights in vegas, especially when you're out driving around and there's lights and life everywhere. but i love the morning. everything is so like.. quiet and peaceful. and there's just this morning feel to everything. like everyone is vulnerable sort of in a way, because they all just woke up, but its a good thing. like everyone is too tired to be mean. lol. so everyone is happy and nice. and i love the sunlight in the morning. it seems different from in the afternoon. do i sound like a lunatic on drugs or what? lol. well yeah.
i saw what happens in vegas last night. i loved it, freakin' hilarious. and cute. <3>
i am absolutely in love with these lyrics from the song i'm currently crazy about so i'm going to write them here:
I won't forget the moment
You looked at me and said,
"In years when we get older
will you be someone colder?
No one could love so deeply
As i feel you love me now.
We built a life from weakness,
And joy welled up from sadness.
Our love could not burn brighter.
A furnace in our chests.
Will you be someone colder?
Love can't be more than this."

aren't those cutee? very deep and romantic lol.
so here's my game plan about my dumb broken phone. i think my dad wants a new one. he has an enV and i used to think they were ugly but now i think they're totally rad so i'm gonna see if he'll give me his phone, and he can get a new one. and know what would be super rad? if like, you could switch phone numbers on your phone so like, i could have my phone number on his phone. it would make life a lot easier. his enV is green. and its big. i like big things. and its also got a keyboard and a better camera than my phone has. so yeah it would be rad so i'm gonna have to check into that!
my boyfriend lost his football game last night. ): he was pretty pissed about it, i think. i felt bad. oh and omg, him and me yesterday like, he went to tell me something then said nevermind cause i'd get mad about it right? so i'm like no tell me. and hes like no. and im like please. and hes like no never. and i was like just tell me. and we did that for like almost THREE hours. then finally he told me! and i am not going to write down what it was, because, i don't want people to know the inside scoop of my relationship lol.
isn't that weird? usually i'd be telling everyone all the details of my relationship and i'd ask my friends before i did anything with a guy. and it totally pissed all the guys off. but like with zack, its different. like seriously i haven't told shelby or desiree or anybody hardly anything about me and zack lately. like all the little dumb fights him and me get into, i don't cry about it to my friends. i've gotten out of that habit, i think! (: which is a good thing. totally.
well okay i've written a bunch and i could think of more to say, but i'm still tired. and nobody really even reads this anyways lol.
later player!

"i am very interested and fascinated by how everyone loves eachother, but no one really likes each other."

if you think about it, that quote is soo way true. i mean, how many times a day do you hear someone saying "oh i love her! oh i love him! i love that girl!" but when it comes down to it, they really don't. they just love them because like, everyone else does or they pretend they do. and you would turn on that person in a second if the time called for it. idk. just thought i'd share my thoughts :)
so sorry i haven't written anything in a few days. but i mean who cares lol nobody else writes as much as me. i've just been "busy". well actually, yesterday i got home and watched tv with my mi abuela && mi madre, then zack came home and i talked to him while i did my homework and before i knew it, it was really late. lol.
so yesterday there was a firedrill. i was in third period(student aid) and like my teacher dropped her papers, jumped up and yelled "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" it was soo funny. lol. i also made posters that are now up all over the school :) i was nervous but i'm getting compliments for them haha
so today was just okay. i found out that sexy hot kyle does NOT like me. he said he doesn't. it hurt since i've gotten up the courage to talk to him daily and he is just soo.. godly with his appearance lol. and he's really sweet and stuff. anyway, i was sad for about an hour, but then i started thinking about my boyfriend and i decided i really didn't care and it didn't matter anyway. for one, i wouldn't ever dump zack for anyone. not even kyle, even if he did like me. && i remembered the amazing memories i have with zack and how he is definitelyy the one for me, and being rejected by kyle didn't even really bother me anymore. i mean, his loss. i have a guy that i love soo much and is perfect, so why would i want kyle? so yeah. there. lol.
right now indi is sleeping on my lap. its hard typing i'm like trying to get my wrist over him so i don't wake him up but yea. difficult.
i decided i will probably have kids. two of my own, and adopt one from asia! :] because i've been playing with bella(baby my mom babysits), and its really fun and i really like it. and i decided when i'm old if i don't have kids, i'll be all alone. i just don't want my husband to love them more than me >_<>
oh i'm getting a new phone for christmas. thats what i want. and maybee a digital camera(we'll see!). but i'm not sure what kinda phone i want. probably the glyde though. =]
i'm into the whole bows thing now. i wear a bow in my hair a lot lately lol. i wore a maroon-ish crimson-ish dark red-ish one today! yayy
DANGITHOTCAKES. see youu.

sunday sept. 7th, 2008

wooo i had SOO much fun last night at the adventuredome!!! i didn't get home till like 11:30 lol.
i went on that new ride, the disko, like three times. i loved it but it was so scary haha. i screamed a lot. i went on the inverter twice and i'm like in these short shorts so it hurt my thighs so bad it left marks on my legs. there were these guys like a group of four guys that were following me, maikee, and lizzie around for a couple hours and when me and lizzie left maikee for a minute to get on the chaos they went up to her and told her one of them liked her and one of them liked me. and the hottest one liked me (: but she kinda told them she didn't know them so they walked off then when me and lizzie got off the ride i was like what! we have to go find them! so we went and found them and i walked up to them and talked to them and maikee wanted one of them to have her number so i gave it to them and they wanted my number, too. so anyway the one that liked me i saw him on the rollercoaster and then.. =/ he hurt my feelings pretty bad. but i am not going to talk about that. i went on the chaos like three times, that ride's my favorite but its soo scary. and one of the times me and lizzie went on we were singing "in the ayer" the whole ride lol it was funny. then we went in those photobooth things and did those.. and maikee's boyfriend broke up with her and it was SOO mean. he was dumb. i went on the slingshot twice, i hate that ride. it goes so high. i went on the swinging ship and i thought i was gonna be sick lol it was making me so dizzy. and i went on the rollercoaster a couple times, too. it hurts your head. anyway, we were there from like four to eleven lol it was a longg time. fun though. so yeah i had fun :)
zack's still sick.. i don't like it cause i want to help but i can't and i feel like, helpless. lol. and i don't like it when he doesn't feel good. =/
because when i arrive! i, i bring the fire! make you come alive! i can take you higher! let it rock let it rock..
well i guess that's about it until i can think of more to say.
byee.

STOP GLOBAL WARMING! or all the reeces will melt!

yo yo yo.
haha i'm loving this song right now:

come on get higher! loosen my lips! faith and desire! and the swing of your hips (:
okay i'm putting this one up too, its some person's re-make video of the song but i'm putting it up cause the guy in the hat is HOTTTT:

i love men in hats.
soo last night keegan came over and went swimming in my pool. it was pretty fun. he's funny. i like how my dad lets me do stuff like that. so when we were playing colors in the pool keegan was my personal cheerleader! that was funny. and we kept splashing eachother lol. he was splashing me cause i kept teasing him. idk how much my daddy liked him thoughh.
guys! my lover is sick! he has strep throat :( it makes me feel bad. i hope he gets better soon. i should make him a card or something. xP
i'm way excited for circus circus today! it'll be rad. speaking of which, i need to get ready for that.
my friends are going bowling today i think though. i kinda wish i could go but duh, circus circus is way more fun.
i fell asleep with my contacts in. is that significant? lol.
i'm mad my mom keeps spreading that i'm trying out for cheerleading, and i'm not even gonna make it so everyone's gonna know that i tried out and didn't make it and it'll suck.
okay well i'm going to go get ready. laterr playerss. <3

in the ayer, ay-ay-ayer!

hey guys. so where to start, where to start hmm.
manana i'm going to the adventuredome with LIZZIE i'm soo excited. it'll be awesome and fun.
but yeah, yesterday the babysitting was alright. the kids kept biting and hitting eachother and then crying and i was like omgg boys are rough.. haha. and the oldest one was pretending he was hannah montana the whole time and i had to play hannah's mom. he also taught me the dance to "nobody's perfect." woo. rofl. he had this hat thing that he wore on his head that was his "wig" lol. @_@ crazy kids these days. but i made twenty bucks so suh-weeeet.
i'm on my daddy's laptop right now. my sister's should be getting home any minute.
so today was pretty good (: except my whole one of my classes got take home detentions ugh. so i have to do that. i think its the gayest thing ever when the whole class gets punished for like, three people's actions.
in my seventh period there was this freaky guy sitting next to me and he was like "HEYY WHATS YO NAME." and i was all "alexus..." and he's like "that's nice :)" and so i turned away then later i was handing him a paper and he wouldn't take it so i was like "umm do you want it?" and he's like "OHHH YEAH I WANT IT ;)" and i was like ewww. then later he wasn't doing his work so i was like "are you gonna do it?" and he's like "uh yes i want to do it!!!" it was nasty haha.
keegan just called me. i feel bad i told him to tell sidney he liked her cause he does and she said she just wants to be friends. so i'm trying to make her like him! lol.
my sisters are home!
did i write about one tree hill? i don't know if i did or not. BUT YAYY LUCAS PICKED PEYTON WOOOOO! they're meant to be. <3 sexy couple
touch the ceiling baby! MAKE ME PUT MY HANDS IN THE AYER! OH HOT DANG, THIS IS MY JAM! YA'LL DON'T UNDERSTAND! MAKE ME THROW MY HANDS IN THE AYER-AY-AY-AYERR!
so sexy zack is going to football. wooo. i love him when he's protective lol. i miss himm :( but i'll see him again. i just wish i could see him more often haha. =/ he's the best. i'm lucky to have him!
i'll write more later.

i may have failed, but i have loved you from the start.

i opened my locker twice today on my own. i was soo excited! i told like everyone lol.
i'm going babysitting in a few. so that should be fun maybe lol. ^_^ i'm not that good with kids but i try!
i have fall for you by secondhand serenade stuck in my head. LOVE it though.
so i sat by keegan and sidney today on the way home on the bus.. pretty fun.. lol idk.
you know what i was thinking? while i was in utah i should have taken a picture of me and zack together! yes i know! brilliant idea! but it came too late. lol.
soo today was a good day pretty much. my mom's leaving town today. so i'll have to watch my sister's when i get home from babysitting.
my outfit totally doesn't match right now. yellow sweats with gray writing that says brooklyn down the side, then my shirt is white and pink and black. totally random! and my necklace is blue! i probably look like a hobo.
i'm still undecided about the whole cheerleading thing cause like, i'll have to learn how to do the SPLITS and stuff. and i'm not that flexible.
OH OH OH!!!
I MADE A FRIEND!!
HER name is natalia, and she's lived in vegas for six months, and she's from brazil. she has a really strong accent. she's taller than me. but she's totally cool. (:
like amanda, i have been sick. but i'm getting over it, i'm starting to feel a lot better. idk when i'm going to start my period but i hope not while i have cheerleading try outs! that would be lameee!!!
i already did my homework and stuff. algebra and english was the homework i had.
OH. lol yesterday in the morning i heard this music playing really loud and i thought one of the teachers was playing music through the air vents or something rofl but then i looked at my phone for texts and i found out my music was playing on full volume. it was soo funny cause i had kinda been dancing and singing along to it and i was like omg i love this songg. yeah. so it was pretty embarassing.
i need to add more pictures to this thanggg.
i'm IMing amanda tadd.
LOL her pet peeves are weird...
oh i think i'm OCD. like, when i do something with one hand, like i touch something or click something or whatever, i HAVE to do it with the other or else it drives me crazy. and i'm constantly flipping my hair. and like if i look at something real quick, like glance, it bugs me that i didn't see the whole thing so i'll look at again and like STARE. and on my phone, i'm always clicking my little middle button because i hate when i touch the wheel but not the circle. idk.
well look at cutie zack's blog, he hasn't done much with it yet but its rad (:
well ttyl guys! cause amanda needs shelby's blog link thing.
laterr. lexi.

these blog things are frustrating.

i've only written four, now five, blogs. and two of them i screwed up and erased what i'd written. now i'll never remember what i had written. obviously it wasn't that important but it ISS my life.. and i think its kinda supposed to be muy importante even the lame seconds. someone's gonna care lol. i wish i knew my ancestors every second thoughts and everything. but i don't even know where my familys from. oh, holland is one of them. so i'm dutch somewhere along the family line lol. but idk where else. england. idk.
so this is my third post today and obviously, i'm very bored.
i should do my homework.
but nah.
so anyone seen the devil wears prada?
well if you have, i'm like anne hathaway's character in student aid haha. and that boss lady is like my teacher. only my teacher is getting nicer.
i'm babysitting tomorrow. idk if i already said that or not. lol.
wooo so yeahh i'm waiting for zack to text/call me... last time i checked he was at el futbol.
LATERPLAYER.

"don't take life too seriously, nobody makes it out alive anyway."

i love that quote haha. i live by it.
okay so guess what happened while i was stuffing my face with the most fabulous nachos in this entire universe?
my mom was being mean. :(
okay so like my mom was bossing chelsie around and whatever and i got a text and it was funny so i started laughing and my mom freaks out. she's all "don't you laugh at me! i am sick of you laughing at me! it makes me like you even less. and chelsie! you're just as bad as her, you're turning into a mini lexi!" yeah so i was all "oooh cause thats such a bad thing.." but i said it really quietly so i wouldn't get yelled at more lol. i don't understand why mom doesn't like me. i always thought daughters and their moms had such a healthy relationship. me and my mom started having a really bad relationship in like sixth grade when i was going through my, as my cousins call it, "emo stage." and now like, i've seriously been making an effort to be nice to her and try and be friendly and happy around her even if i'm really pissed off about something. and i don't snap back at her when she says something rude to me. i just shrug it off. but it seems like my efforts aren't even meaning anything. like she doesn't even notice. but i've been trying. bleh. whatever.
i'm watching this show and they're talking about a "tall club." or something. and like to join, guys have to be over 6'2" and chicks have to be over 5'10". i'll be joining that when i'm an adult lol. i'm sick of hearing that word "tall" lol. tall, tall, tall. "you're tall" "woww how'd you get so tall" "dang you're the tallest girl i've ever seen." its SO annoying. i'm trying to deal with being tall, and just get used to it and be happy about it but its a little hard lol. the show just said "life can be tough being a tall woman." EXACTLY. well whatever. i don't even care if a guy is shorter than me. i know tons of people who are married when the guys are shorter. it doesn't matter really haha. as long as you're in L-O-V-E <333> <3

aww dang it dang it DANG it. i was screwing around with the colors and i accidentally erased like halff what i had written.
well.
whatever.
ugh ugh i'm so mad lol
oh by the way i went to activity last night. it was way rad. we went to mcdonals and got iceacream <33 and said bye to JUANN. shelby's secret loverr.
i'm pissed, i'd even published it already and haha.. yep i was screwing around with the colors and that happened. whatever.
whatever whatever whatever!
BLEHHHH

wednesday sept. 3rd 08

oh geez! hey guys! guess what! this is crazy if you know me but i think me and my friend ashley are trying out for the cheerleading team LOL. no, i'm not getting my hopes up, and i don't want to get yours up either(i know you're sitting there reading this going "finally lexi is gonna have a hobby!"), but its just a for fun thing. we're gonna be crazy and funny and stuff. and if we make it then okay cool, but if not then whatever lol it was still fun trying out and learning the splits and hurkeys are crap. speaking of which, anyone know what a hurkey is? yeah. i don't.
sooo did you guys see desiree's blog? its beautiful just like her <3>
so today was fun. I OPENED MY LOCKER GUYS!!! like only once and it took me a million tries. i HAD to cause joey was absent haha. then i couldn't do it again at lunch and after school -.- but still! progress!
but today was fun cause like i woke up and i'm like alright you know what, today is gonna be a good day. crappy things might happen, but i'm gonna be positive. and it worked! (: yayyy
i crimped my hair today. it looked SEXY. well i liked it. it was all wild and out there. i used to crimp my hair a lot, but now that i'm a blondie it looks a lot better. haha.
this morning my baby indi(fajita) got hurt! brylie and him and gracie were play fighting and they hurt him :( it was so sad. he kept squealing anytime anyone touched him.
oh and me and my friend ashley are into this sixth grader (: haha his names gracen and he's our friend, simone's, brother. he's a cutie. blue eyes, that tan skin.. hahaha. its fun.
so good news! some of you know that i have hated my ex, khaalid, with a passion. but with the new school year, new things happen too right? it turns out, he's an awesomeee friend. he's way fun.
OH. and i'm going to the adventure dome on saturday!!! my friend lizzie is bringing me for her birthday. i'm soo excited. we're totally going on everything. like the INVERTER(ouchouchouch it hurts your thighs haha). and i'm not gonna chicken out on anything. or i'll try not to. lol.
hang on a second, my sister made me nachos.

tuesday sept. 2nd 08

Soo today i went back to school.. Nothing REALLY special happened. Oh i made gage and khaalid be friends though. I made khaalid sit by gage at lunch and talk to him outside (: i'm such a good person xP but i don't think they like eachother. but whatever lol.
hmmm. i think i'm getting sick, like catching a cold or something. or my allergies are just getting way bad. but i've had like, a sniffly nose and itchy eyes and i keep sneezing like all day. and i sound weird. bleh.
i am on the phone with my friend charity atm! she is changing my layout for meee. because i'm special and don't know how to do that kind of thing.
anybody who looks at this page needs to leave a comment cause i'm not typing all this out for nothing.
FREAKING CRAP. I JUST WROTE OUT LIKE A MILLION WORDS AND I ACCIDENTALLY CLICKED BACK AND NOW THEY'RE ALL GONE!!!! ugh. i am frustratedd. big time. UGH. freak.
so i'm not gonna type them all back out but just know today was boring. i didn't do anything. answered the teachers phone and filed papers in student aid.
andd i'm starving and i want some nachos. nachos are my lovee. i'm gonna eat some after i finish this real quick
andd my mom is babysitting bella right now. she's so cute. like every five minutes she comes over here and goes "HI!!! HI!!!!" its so cute lol. and she really likes the feel of shaved legs, so if you're wearing shorts and your legs are shaved she'll like, rub them lol.
i need to figure out how to open my freakin locker. i practiced a lot this weeked but i STILL CAN'T DO IT!!! like i was all set, and when i got to my actual locker i tried like five times and couldn't get it =/ luckily, joey helped me. then arielle helped me later on. then at the end of the day gage helped me.
my friend lizzie saved me a seat on the way to and on the way home on the bus so i didn't have to worry about thattt. it wasn't too hot walking home today, like it was hot but there was a nice breeze lol.
i might go to the activity tonight. cause like, i reallyy want to see my friends. its been awhile. my dogs are so cute. i really don't want to give gracie to my grandma, i wanna keep her she's adorablee.
okay well i had tons more written but since i'm currently pissed that it all didn't get saved, i will write more lata, and if not definitely tomorrow
xoxo. laterrr

monday, sept. 1st 08

okayy soo! today i don't feel very good. i have a headache and everything is too loud and im tired and my throat hurts. i'm whining a lot lol.
i haven't seen my friends for awhile, maybe i'll go to the activity on tuesday or something to see them.
soo far being the oldest at school is alright, i don't really notice, but i HATE how we have to have our backpacks in our lockers cause i can't open my locker and im always late to everything! its so stressful! and plus i don't understand anything in math. :/ but i'm in honors algebra. so i hate school lol.
i was thinking about my birthday and christmas and stuff and i've got my heart set on having like a dance party type thing for my birthday party. i think that would be soo rad. i already made some playlists and a guest list and everything xP i just gotta talk my parents into letting me haha. but it would be awesome and fun. and everyone would totally wanna be invited (: haha
and for christmas, i can't decide what i want lol. i guess its a little early to be worrying about that but yeah. idk. and its stressing me out!
i love this song. "secret crowds" - angels & airwaves. i heard it in american eagle the other day and ahh totally fell in love.
i think this is what we're supposed to be doing with blogs right? writing about our life? lol idk i just am doing this cause amanda and charity do it. speaking of which, i need to find their blogs so i can read them
i just watched across the universe for the first time. <3 AMAZINGGG. my current favorite movie. i love how they sang all the beatles songs, they did really good i want the soundtrack. and it was really different, and it made me a little dizzy on some parts lol cause it was so colorful and stuff. but it was reallyy good. my favorite song on there was "Across the universe" hah. go figure. but it was good.

so i am on my IM's right noww.. and nobody's online.. and i'm really lonelyyyy..

oh i ride the bus this year. it sucks lol. i'm always worried about being late. and when i have to walk home in the afternoons its SOO hot i think i'm gonna DIE.
also i'm frustrated because i want a new cellphone haha but i don't think i can till the contract thing is up. i have a chocolate as most of you knoww, but its all scratched up and bleh >_<
okay well. ttyl. i want to read amanda & charity's blogs. if i can find them. see yaaa.